Seven Years

Seven years.

Seven years today, my grandad passed away. To think that he’s been gone for that long seems… unbelievable. Time has passed by so quickly. Seven years ago i was just 16 years old and was in my first year of sixth form (AS levels).

The years may have passed without much notice, but i still hold him in my heart. I really miss him. When i was younger, i used to always think about my whole family being present during my big life events, but life never turns out the way you imagined. It’s my graduation ceremony for my Masters degree in two days – yet another graduation which my grandad is not able to see.

Grandad, i miss you, and i’ll be thinking of you on Wednesday.

♥ Veronica ~x

Our last Christmas together, 2005.
Our last Christmas together, 2005.

想念

今天我的心情有點悲愁,是因為聽了Ella爺爺過身的新聞 – 大家唔好誤會,我唔係做E迷做傻咗。其實是看到Ella的weibo而令我想起我自己的公公(我係客家人所以爺爺係叫公公). 讀完她的微薄,我就哭了。我好想念我公公,想起我細的時候他帶我返學的日子,我還記得他會同我一齊行路上學,去學校的路程一定會經過幾間小店,公公會買糖仔畀我食。而家這幾間店也不再存在啦,而且如果買糖食都係自己買的。

作天是我的畢業典禮, 真係大個女啦。但想起我公公見唔到我長大,睇唔到我畢業真係有點可惜. 我想起真係好想喊,但喊都係無用,而家只可以在心裏面想他,掛念他吧。其實好後悔細的時候無多D孝順他,但係自己都識講,細時唔識去諗,倒而家太個已經太遲啦。

♥ Veronica ~x