It feels…

[this is just a repost of a post on my tumblr]

It feels so odd to see my cousin grow up. I don’t know why, but it slightly bothers me. Maybe it’s because i never thought they would turn out this way, doing things they really shouldn’t be. The problem is probably because in my mind, they will always be little to me. I guess it feels like as i watch them grow up, i’m witnessing the loss of their innocence, quite literally. Call it being a prude. Call it double standards. Whatever it is, it makes me uncomfortable.

I don’t have any siblings, so i guess my cousins are the closest thing i’ll get to that. I really wonder whether people with siblings feel this way when they look at their younger siblings…


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